Temper therapy (Rabbit&me)

17/6/2015
4:00 PM

Yui sat in the waiting room. Twisting her thumbs. She had more problems with her temper than she had hoped for. And she had to do something about it, besides eating chocolate for every bit of problem. The fear of falling to corruption made her ask around if there was someone who could help her. And now she had an appointment with a therapist. She wasn't really sure what she was nervous about, she just was very nervous. Maybe she was just scared that this particular person could break her walls of secrecy around her real identity. She felt like she hadn't much of a choice though. She got very easily upset the last few days and she really had to do something about it.

Yui looked up when her name was called.
"Ye-yes."
She practically jumped up. She went inside and sat down. Still feeling a bit uneasy her eyes flickering a little bit red as fear crawled up. Her eyes observed the room. It looked well organized. Humans had pretty good ways of storing things if they put their minds to it.

Yui shifted a bit in her chair.
"Er well... Before I joined DWMA I had a bit of a... Confrontation with witches... They messed with my soul, and now I am stuck with anger problems. I am fine as long as I don't get upset but when I get angry I can feel myself just sinking away in it and I cannot grasp myself to calm down. I even get to points where I become unreasonable, and I really don't want that to happen..."
The nerves flowed away as she spoke making her a bit more comfortable.

"Well, they pretended they meant no harm at first, they acted like victims. So they gained our trust fairly quickly without hesitation... To be honest we never had really seen a witch before so we didn't really know what to expect."
Yui stared at her knees.
"Little did we know they were actually after was toying with our souls..."
She remained quiet for a while after the last sentence. Her eyes had switched to red as did the marking on her shoulder, visualizing that situation always made her upset.

It was really reassuring to know death city was kept as safe as possible.. As for the question Yui shook her head.
"No, actually. They actually offered a way to 'live longer' I was already skeptical about it because we hadn't looked into if it was safe or not. It's like... A soul parasite that feeds on emotions and produces energy in return. However, it would also stimulate emotions to feed more out of it. As for my friends... They had no control over it and were eventually consumed by rage and corrupted..."

"I see..."
She was wondering which meister she would bring for the session.
"Uh well... I don't really know the details besides hostility, I do know that appearances change drastically, like this black substance will crawl over the body and eventually cover it entirely...

Yui didn't really know what to think of being under constant supervision. But she felt like she didn't had a choice.
"Yes... I understand... Wait... Partnering...?"
She was staring at her knees. Until she realized what the therapist just said, and looked her right in the eye.
"Uh... Yeah. That sounds logical..."

"Uh.."
Yui hesitated for a while. She wondered if it was a good idea, nobody knew her real form, or her actual soul wavelength. Then again if she would refuse now it would only raise more suspicion.
"Very well, let's go then."
She stood up from her chair ready to go to the traininground.

Yui looked around at the candy. The smell of sweetness invading her nostrils making her feel uneasy. According to the therapist's explanation it would be a bad idea eating it. There was some faint smell of chocolate, but she decided to wave it off as it might also be some of the clown's work.
Manifestations of madness? It made Yui curious. What was a clown exactly? Her attention was directed back to the actual exercise when Sophia asked another question.
"Uh, no, I never held a weapon before. I mostly fought with my fists so far."
She answered.

Yui raised an eyebrow when the woman started changing from appearance.
"... So that's how weapons work."
It was the first time Yui had seen a human transform from up close. And apparently the handle would be right in your hands if you held hands during the transformation. Interesting. She wondered if the soul configuration would change like hers if humans transformed like that. She could still feel a presence inside the weapon. Like it could interact with her soul. Somewhere that though was a bit uneasy.

Yui hesitated once again for a while at that objective. She wasn't sure what would happen at that moment. No, she had to trust everything would be alright. She focused on the presence, not really sure if that would send a wavelength to the weapon. It was the only lead she had on it and it was the only thing she could think of doing to be able to.

"Okay..."
Yui kept focusing on whatever she was doing. Though a voice inside her said this was a bad idea, and it was clouding her thoughts as she was trying to focus. Doubt turning in anxiety once again. She was really trying to keep her cool. But the thoughts just kept repeating over and over how much of a bad idea it was to do this.

What Yui feared came true, the weapon had recognized her soul as an unusual one. And to top it off, the weapon was charged with lightning. Which she couldn't have demanded for since she was human form. Could weapons really tap that source from just her soul? Her mind became restless with these new questions.
"It might have been slightly altered here and there."
She answered. She was trying to clear her mind to calm down. It was filled with curiosity uncertainty, and fear. She had to calm down or her soul would shift over. And the fact that she was monitored right now didn't help her cause.